it takes seconds to say hi and forever to say bye somtimes you  wanna cry but you always try not to but theres nothing you can do if its someone that matters than do you

whats there to live for if im always gonna want more just when i think im happy i realize im not. so many thoughts in my mind sitting around trying to unwind them but cant. nobody can explain why they dont feel happy when there life is good. maybe its cause im not doing what i should. looked down upon told im going the wrong way. yet im not gonna go back just keep following this unknown track. im fucked up and thats a fact. cant be brought back gotta do it on my own cause im supposed to be grown. down here on the ground while commanded from the throne. even a dogs given a bone. me just get left alone 

i cant shake this fear just keep hearing voices in my ear when will they ever dissapear its becoming to much to endear i dont know what i should see when i look in the mirror whats it about what do i do i dont got a clue feeling like shit or as if i just got hit it wont go away feels like this everyday 

lastnight was the opposite of hell everything actually went well the odds of it happening again means ima have to spend but aslong as im with friends ima do it again get a girl with bigger breasts then a hen i know im not a ten but ima tell her she mine for the weekend get some beers everybody cheers set up the beer pong lookover their playing my song sink two straight shots now were moving along tell my girl roll up a dime instead of just lookin fine smoke it down to a roach when it comes to smoking they call me a coach parties beat people passing out defeat ima take my girl to the room for a repeat 

bout to get drunk as shit dont have a fit just chug it all real quick hey girl do you need a lift i was just about to light my spliff turn the music up real loud as if your a member of the crowd represent what you love as you soar higher above tryin to fuck not fall in love take her back to the crib laughin so hard it hurts my rib turn on the light open the fridge make a snack before the roomate gets back take her to my bed make sure she gets fed sleep it off take a look back on the night roll another one up so i can take my flight so much smoke im outta sight then she said whats good for tonight 

they say im fake but they cant make it a day in my shoes they been following clues everybodys gotta picture of you thinking they know what you do but i aint gonna tell them i just show so watch as i go im about to unload cause im in my mode me and my life i dont need a gun or knife i dont even think twice i just roll the dice Jack pot X marks the spot whether im clever or not ima make it or rot cause its a good life i want not gonna flaunt your trying to taunt your full of it and im not leaving you behind in this spot taking whatever you got cause life cant be bought everyday that ive fought trying to show that im real somthin you cant steal so go ahead take another spin of the wheel you cant find a better deal                   

to go up you gotta start down spitting all over town have people looking around like what have we found hes white not brown but his rapping is so sound wilkes-barre is where hes been bound locked up but now hes on the rise to everybodys surprise hes spitting quick fast ina hurry coming through that hole like Demarco Murray so as i make my run ima have fun getting so high with every guy i meet along the way im just tryin to get paid cause being broke you become an endless joke but i just laugh in their faces as im blowing out that smoke 

sing to me make me feel good music would smoking more blunts then i ever should feel like im choosing to take the hood over society cause life aint free and i make money off that tree what could i really be only one way to go and see gotta reach inside of me cant let anything bother me dont wanna be the broken branch on the family tree i wanna be free life with no referee where will i be, what will they see